Thoughts?

i was once guilable
i was annoying
i even found myself annoying at times
why?
i never thought.
i never once think about what i was doing
if i did, i was thinking TOO much
Maybe there really is no one who could understand
fully understand how these selfish creatures act
in this selfish world you created
But guess what
there's never someone you made who is perfect
there never will
there's no such thing as perfect in this hell of a shithole you created
Wouldn't say it's a mistake
what was a mistake
was that you gave too much freedom

Now i'm crapping
whatever im saying probably doesnt make sense to anyone
sooner or later
even I won't be able to understand myself