I'd choose you.

When he hugged me for the first time..

ARGH... im like fat -.-
i cant stop eating. im as FAT AS MICHELLE. _l_ she can fit into the same jeans as me :(
k shes skinny... but she got fat butt :(
and yea. shes leavign to beijing tmr. :) JOY.
idk what to blog about nowadays.. im a fial blogger.
i cant wait for tmr chalet :)

Kisses

But your kiss is sweeter than a hershy kiss..

Where is the love?



i will live a happy life with you.

  ARGHH i have issues. seriously -.-
i cant stop fucking eating. :( my appetite is twice of what it usually is these few days!
im gonna grow fatter! >< maybe its stress? lol.
oh i got 56/60 for poa!!! ^^ i couldve gotten highest but i wrote 15feb instead of feb15 -.-
seriously ITS THE SAME!! lol but nvm. 56 is awesome :D

What the hell

1. I really have to finish my elearning!! >< aahh..
all i'm left is 2 projects. rephrase. im left with 2 big projects. :( they're both difficult too.
2. i love my new all-in-one desktop. :) its big like a tv and really slim :D
3. i finally created tumblr. its addictive :DD can be found in my links
4. cat class today was pretty boring. avoided almost everyone. :(
5. i still cant transfer things to and fro my phone :(

The story of us



Cause the spaces between my fingers
are right where yours fit perfectly

 I'm almost done with elearning! POA, chem and phy left! excluding chinese of course.. haha
went to watch 'i am number 4' today at hubs with tosca, bernice, matthew, steffi and sean :)
the show wasn't so bad as i thought it would be. it was pretty cool :D
but i still wanted to watch world invasion ><
i wonder if red riding hood is nice although its' rating is like shit O:

We have not failed. We just found thousands of ways that would not work.

She will be loved.

OMG its been so long since i blogged.. where shall i start???

well firstly, i have been sooooo darn busy with school, elearning etc... >< hope i can finish by the deadline lor.. so many projects!!!

secondly, choir camp on mon,tues and today was pretty awesome and fun despite the stress and fatigue :)

i really hope we can bring out our full potential on syf and conitnue to take big leaps for improvement.

thirdly, the drama is soooo damn good! their syf play was well done :) i could feel the emotions clearly.
fourthly, ms lu came to visit in school!! im so glad shes fine! its a great thing she came back to SG earlier before the earthquake!

lastly..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAN!

had loads of fun at his house tonight. threw ppl in the pool, got thrown in, got drenched, smashed chocolate cake on sean's face, got smashed at, had great food and played band hero on wii. :)) wish i could stay over lor!!! hope you loved my presents!!

oh and hope jiadong fine.. :) and hope oli can recover fast. i hate to see that big scar across his leg

God please help Japan.

Ohhhhh meee Gawd.

i reaaally hope i have enough time to finish my elearning during holiday... :(
there is alot to do for hbl!!! and theres choir camp.. which i cant wait :)
choir basically takes up my whole march holiday week. wheee haha.
gotta finish up hbl by this week >:O
hope on wed i wont be that worn out :P
while i was studying.. a couple of cats meowing loudly were damn noisy downstairs ><
i thought giving birth at first.. then i go see. instead, they were fighting xD
they paw each other :O haha. then some gy takng video and a dog walking past started barking at them. ._. was too scared to go near.
I WANT MY COMMON TESTS BACK :( RAWR.
heezxcs

Simple and sweet

i spent my sunday awesomely ^^
spent the whole day with him. went to sentosa and bugis. its too much to say so..
summary of day: loved it :D
bought my schoolbag. took us quite a long time to choose one haha

today.. my final common test: Bio. wheeee no more!!! hehehehe
bio CT was kinda hard.. i think the whole class fail la haha
i feel as if a big weight has been lifted off.
my ankle is alot better now. (: (: lucky is a mild sprain
ppr1 wasnt great.. wasnt suckish...
there were really good marks and really bad marks haha.
Hope i can do MUCH better for mid year. Jia you everyone! must work harder!

Making a mountain out of a molehill

AAAHHHHH like seriously FML. -.-
why must today be so suckish.. :(
firstly, some stupid hornet/giant bee visit my class dur ing SL and ouldnt get out, causing me(and other ppl) to look like crazy idiots dancing electro and limbo ._.
secondly, i got like.. 4/20 for chinese ct.. lol expected. -.- wrote out of point
thirdly, cos of me some stupid matter become big -.- wtf
lastly, i slightly sprained my vulnerable left ankle which was sprained before.. =.=
eff the stupid hole in the grass la..
i really needed him at that point of time cos the 2 ding dongs who helped me couldnt do much xD what can they do? haha but i must really thank them for helping me. :))
Thanks to Tosca, Bernice, Inez, Jiadong and Derrick <3

and to you, i love you <3

Like a pyramid

Common tests are like... kinda stressing :(
exams would be a whole lot worse...
hes doing alot better than last year for studies. i hope i can do as good as him; topping the class and all..
i still have one more common test next monday-Bio.
i have to do beter than the previous one! :x

Today on the way home.. i saw this lady took an unwanted bag from the basket of unwanted things ppl throw inside.
i thought she wanted to use it because it looked like it was still in good condition
as i walked futher up, she suddenly walked to the recycling bins and threw it inside the respective bin.
I admire these kind of ppl.. they have the initiative to help others do the right thing.
I probably wont bother about such thing.

Be happy

Instead of harping over what you don't have,
think of what you already have..

Went to Thompson plaza to buy alot of stuff from popular with melissa..
then headed to church for cat class. (:
class wasn't so bad today. Had fun with michael and eugene. w/o them i'd be so lonely in class w/o amanda and the rest :(
i swear edward is such a retarded dick. LOL -.-
when i went into dad's car after cat class, realised i left all the $30 worth popular things in class -.-
went home to get homework for library then rushed bk to church.
aunty lucy wouldnt pick up.. :( so i prayed she kept it safe lol
headed to J8 around 6 to meet bernice (:
went to dinner at MOS then Bishan library.
when the library closed, we walked bk to j8 to get YAMI yoghurt.
then we came across a mentally disabled boy around our age with his mother. They didnt know how to use the ID photo booth and they boy needed a IC photo.
she asked us for help. so we guided them along the process. lol the boy damn cute sia. first try the pic damn epic with his hands up like surrender xDD
the mother mentioned that the previous lady she asked for help ignored her.
but yea. kinda taught me a lesson.
bought gong cha for bernice sis and went home sweet home. (:
moral of storym i love bernice. lol xD

Let the rain wash away.. all the pain from yesterday.

things have been going much better nowadays. (:
im loving him more and more! <3
but im not loving my ppr1 marks... so far nothing has gone above 70marks -.-
my humanties didnt start off good. even my chinese did better -.- zz
i really studied. but i just didnt study smart. :(
these few days i have been hanging with afiq and matthew with tosca and bernice..
theyre great people :)
cant wait to get my new school bag with him! my bag CMI sia.. ><
oh yea. common test week AGAIN -.- next week...
Hope wennie smiles more often! :) dont worry babe! everything will always turn out fine! <3

Butterfly fly away

Firstly...
I'm glad things were cleared up generally.. :')
but there are still some tiny details i have to be clear of.
secondly..
i couldnt transfer to amanda's cat class already -.- apparently the office doesnt want any more changes in the attendance...
thirdly...
I have been stuffing myself with anti-depressent food. -.- i feel like i gained 5kg already...
I woke up after a really long dream and nightmare...
fck the nightmare seemed so real.. i could literally feel myself tearing apart.. i really am scared about that... what if everything i went through was almost for nothing??

Okay. today i have to finish up my work, admins, and study for SS. jiayou! ><

I'll catch a grenade for you

I have got to stop crying..
It's making me even more sick.
i feel awful now. if only i had known it better... if only my heart was there in the first place, this would'nt have happened.
have you ever got that fucked up feeling when both of your best friends started hating each other and it was all for you?
yeah. SOMETHING like that
I just want it to stop.. my breathing got slower, waterworks got faster.
i dont want anything worse to happen.
Fuck misunderstanding. Fuck the world

In pieces

tsk tsk.. zac.... LOL.

My early valentines was a great day :) tho it only lasted a short while.
Short and sweet <3
Just came bk from nyaa camp... body aching everywhere
enjoyed cycling for the first time, karaoke sessions on bike, horny jokes and songs with facils, the joy of seeing him after a long day... bonding with ppl :)
hated the showering and cleaning of toilets.. and the long wait just to eat my food...
com crashed. :( sad life. using my moms laptop.. so cant be on as much. nvm study!

We both have been having mood swings lately.. I'm glad it didn't really affect our relationship.
It wavers. But it still remained equally strong as it was.
We fought.. but we still apologised and knew our faults.
Cos i'd rather give it up than lose you..
I wish i could hug you now <3

Priceless, not cheap

I love valentine the punny :)
I love the one who gave it more!
Choir, the roses and valentine made my traumatized day alot better ^^

Beware. I cry and get pissed alot easier nowdays T_T

Hot and Cold

Haix. i keep getting pissed at every little thigng nowadays.
anways
Spent the day well i guess.. :)
hope my art can do well for ppr1 and CT! ><
dk why take so long to mark CT..
During math period, mr chiang didnt do math with us today :DD
instead we took photos of us representing each of the school values for decorating the classroom. xD
was abit tiring cos we had to take quite a few pics..
but it was fun :)
after sch.. went to eat lunch with fik, chops, hannah, oliver, syafiq and nas to wwait for azalea to finish band so we can film part of the nyaa vid
slacked at macs till 6 when she finally came ><

At macs while waiting...

• i redeem my free drink from mac cafe
• syafiq took uglam vid of me drinking my caramel frappe -.-
• did abit of homework
• borrwed oli's shirt and took IC photo. Screwed but acceptable. didnt pin up frindge properly. IDFC ALREADY.
• we got really bored.. so i intro a number game when each person count from 1 onwards. If 2 ppl say the number at same time then kenna couple shot (coke/salt+sugar+pepper).. when i couple shot with hannah, i laughed will drinking in one shot then 'vommit' all the coke out -.- came out from my nose too. LOl. -.- bad experience with coke hahaha. the salt pepper sugar mix was.. disgusting. haha
• was fun xD killed time alot..

Left to NTUC when azalea finally arrived.
film the shopping.. blablabla
hannah fik and syafiq went home. We went fo dinner at food fare.
I had another living nightmare with the prawns of my hokkien mee -.-
when i want peel, the prawn fly here and there.
gave up and swallowed the shell.
played turth or dare for awhile.. had to lick the window -.-
then went home :)

Screw up

What a way to start the year..
I'm really such a screw up. :( i screwed everything up...
all my common test were below what i expected. _l_
i failed like.. 2 or 4 papers...
tmr getting my art paper bk. i have a bad feeling cos i didnt finish...
I really dont deserve to be cataorised under the banded one class.
Every year i dont seem to do well in the beginning of the year. I only improve alot after the mid term.
I hope that hypothesis is right :/
i took my IC photo at the photo booth just now with bernice and ate dinner with her.
screwed up my photo also. its NOT ACCEPTABLE for ICs. =.=
so i wasted $7. gonna take another one soon.
I dont even know how to do my first history hw -.-
i feel lousy.. :( a good night's sleep or a hug from him will make everything better.
FML. (for now)

Forever and always.

Lets see..
Started off the morning with another pimple :( helped wenen carry her Fhorn abit on the way to sch.. mengian nearly got us late ._.
Started off sch with ong meng chu's lesson -.- damn boring like hell.
maybe thats why the rest of the day was really sian and i (actually everyone) keep falling aslp..
SOMEONE keep spamming my inbox with repeated msgs even tho hes only a few tables away -.- got a shock of my life when i saw 17 new msgs _l_
Choir was okay. heart pain when mr q kee walking with his crutches to conduct
After choir, it keep raining, stop. raining, stop. =.=
got stuck at the blk with wenen cos of the rain. haha so romantic.
I wanna learn electro! some kind soul teach mee! >< youtube vids not enough. xD
Hope hes alright with it.

I wanna fly like you, birdie..

my brain is kinda fried from all the info from bio..
kinda screwed up my bio CT.. :( but i have confidence in the essay qn :)